If you already clicked that, it just shows how much of a nosy person you are.

Who knows who’ll be stalking me here and whatnot, srsly.

Sometimes I still can’t believe stupid drama got between us. Looking back at our pictures and how much fun we had together puts a bit tear into my eyes. Not only is it because it shows how much we’ve changed, it reveals how time inflicts upon people. Before you know it, your best friend can turn out to be your most hated enemy. For a while, you’d think your life is perfect until time fucks you in the ass. You can only stand a person for so long until you show them what you really are. I guess that’s how we all work out. We get tired of people easily, and it leads us to do impulsive actions. That’s probably what happened to us. Getting tired of each other->impulsive actions->enemies. I wouldn’t want to think of us being enemies, but that’s how we’re acting. It seems so childish really, after those 6 years of knowing someone. Too foolish to fix things up again. Too stubborn to admit the wrong. We’re alike, yet we act so different. Honestly, I have no idea if you feel the same, but there is no doubt that we’ve changed. No access to you whatsoever, besides your secondary sources. Sitting next to you in biology is aggravating, not because it’s you, but because it seems like we’re trying so hard to act as strangers when we can’t really deny the truth… that we were once best friends who did many things together: go to science camp and share the same cabin, sang the national anthem for school, ate lunch, talk about people, and especially getting introduced to lion dancing.

Grudges are so petty.

Monday Jan 1 @ 06:21am
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